wreak

my inner natures conflicted
one always screams "let lie"
the other screams "let fly"
and I and I and I
am of more minds
than I can reconcile
to wreak revenge
on former friend
or turn the cheek
or stew and seek
a route more devious
while wishing
me impervious 
to the self destructiveness
of my remorse in face
of your remorselessness