farraginous

caught betwixt
head and heart
don't know
can't see
how to end
or where to
start deciphering
messages mixed
a farraginous melange
of maybes, of yeses,
of nevers and always,
of darlings and baby's,
of sorries and somedays
approach the clues
with empathy
not apathy
crossing divides
astride both sides
hindering my ability
to see with clarity
the line
at my feet
leading me
away
from you