Abulia

I dithered

and dallied

and dawdled

and dwindled

patience perforce.

It wasn't a choice

not making a choice. 

And I know you'd rejoice

if I'd uttered full voice
a definitive 

yes

or

no,

but I couldn't and so

the abundance of abulia 

justly annoyed. 

You thought that

I toyed,
when I tried to avoid
a result.
And as a result
it's now all my fault
that you left,
but though I didn't say yes,
I did not say no
but still you would go...
and though I understand why
it still makes me sigh...
so, belatedly,
here's my goodbye.